120

Finally got a new scale that WORKS this time. Stripped down and weighed myself today: 120. I'm actually kind of pleased, I thought it'd be around the 130 mark. So 30 pounds to lose instead of 40. Feeling better about myself. I b/p'd twice today. Actually, the first wasn't really much of a binge or purge, just a little something to get rid of the urge to do so on a larger scale. Evening was more successful.

Also, I've decided to wait until after the holidays for the break-up. Sometime in early or mid-January. Mostly because I'm too much of a spineless cretin to do it right now, but so it goes. Feeling a bit better about that whole situation these days, too. I've been giving him the cold shoulder recently so it isn't so much of a blow; if anything, it might even be expected. That'd be nice.

Spent my entire day watching 7th Heaven. What family on Earth is like that?? Bizarre.

It's nice to know in about a month or so I'll be relatively stress-free. I can hardly wait.