Brunch

I did really well this weekend/week. I was worried about New Year's Eve because I promised my friend we'd do dinner, but instead we went out for lunch. We shared a punch bowl of alcohol and a sandwich. Didn't even finish the fries between us. Afterwards, we decided we'd rather drink than eat. Something about liquid calories that makes me feel less guilty; well, as long as I'm not consuming solid food with it. So I felt good about that and the next day all restaurants were closed so I just had a small bowl of soup at home. Yesterday I had soup again and that was my only meal of the day. I really wanted to weigh myself this morning because I'm almost positive I dropped down to 117, but it was way too cold to strip down and I refuse to weigh myself with clothes on. My cousin picked me up and we went out for brunch. I told myself that since I'd done so well this week I wouldn't feel guilty about whatever I got, so I had eggs benedict and a hot chocolate.

Well, that was stupid of me. OF COURSE I was going to feel guilty! But I haven't had anything else and the cream in the hollandaise sauce sort of kicked my lactose intolerance into gear (sorry) so I guess that made me feel the slightest bit better. I hurt my knee on NYE so I haven't exercised since last time I posted, but I'm going to today. I've been walking a lot, including today, but exercising makes me feel a lot better.

If I wake up tomorrow at 117 I'll be SOOO HAPPY! And if not, I WON'T eat anything. Which might be difficult because I'm hanging out with my bf all day, but I'll come up with something. I really want to just keep losing, it feels so damn good.