Oops

Ha, ok I realize now my last post was bit, er... dramatic. I've definitely cooled down a lot since then. Also have not eaten much since then, so...

Well, update time. Yesterday I did end up going to that dinner, which was at 7, and I ate nothing the entire day. We had korean bbq and shared between 5 girls, so it wasn't really like anyone could fully stuff their face, anyway. I probably had about 5 shrimps and a small amount of beef. I drank A LOT of beer though. The waiter kept bringing huge bottles out for free because of the "new year". Sure, 5 cute girls had nothing to do with it.
OH! I got to wear the outfit I wanted and it looked REALLY GOOD! I haven't worn my riding pants in months, mostly because they're a medium and still fit tight and that made me feel like shit. But I put them on so easily yesterday and they were even slightly baggy around my hips!
Anyway, we ended up going to a small bar in Koreatown where J and his friends met up with us. Drank some more and went home where I just barely made it to the bathroom and threw up. Some food came up with it, which surprised me because it had been about an hour since we'd finished dinner.

I woke up hungover today and grabbed an apple. Then I had a bowl of tortilla soup and a couple handfuls of goldfish and that was it. Drank a lot of green tea.

It's funny, I was so angry the night before last and was CONVINCED I'd gained about 10 pounds, but when I weighed myself yesterday, I was still at 118. Which was a huge relief. It'll probably be lower tomorrow morning since I haven't consumed much. Although I just now snuck some more goldfish... Obviously I'm not gonna gain from that, but I still feel guilty.

I beginning to like looking in the mirror a little more. I still see problem areas, but it's such an improvement. I'd post pictures, but I'm in a thong and don't really want my buttcheeks on here :) Maybe tomorrow if I'm still in as good of a mood.